Heeby Jeebies (Explicit) - Ren Stedman
There's a man by the door
And there's bugs on the floor
That climb into my nose and my brain
Are they reading my mind
Are they biding their time
Or am I just going ******* insane
I've not been sleeping lately
My colleagues all hate me
They're surely all plotting to kill
I've been researching death
And the best way to do it
And I know that sooner I will
But if I could be arsed arsed arsed
Arsed arsed arsed
The building out back
That is behind my flat
Filled with camera and screens that
The government track
Are they watching my move
As I pace 'round the room
Close the curtains and cover
Reflections up too
I've not been sleeping lately
My colleagues all hate me
They're trying to conspire
And all segregate me
Googling dying
But friends keep on trying
To act like I don't know
That they are all lying
Out of their arse arse arse
Arse arse arse
But the fact of the matter
Is that I do not matter
I'm part of a plan
Where I'm not the master
Where I'm just collateral damage
That gets in the way
In the way in the way
And I well I don't want to die
But I just need a reason
Of sorts to make sense why
I should stay alive
And I well I don't want to find
That the friends that
I love and the people I deeply admire
Were all right
'Cause the thoughts
I've been having
I think all the time
But constantly tell everybody
I promise I'm fine
That I am fine
