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Had a moment to myself
Back y'all it's been a struggle
And I asked
I'm here
Why me
And that's cool yeah
All these ups and downs
Yeah
Ooohhhh no no why me
A manic depressive well what could be as bad as this
Where I'm locked in the bathroom cuttin my wrists
Could it be that I'm tired of my life goin one way
The same a*s struggle from Sunday to Sunday
D**n I used to keep a hundred grand
And it hurts when my girl sayin she don't understand
And she cry too sayin baby they denied you
And you got them haters in the game who despise you
Or could it be that I've been livin in a fantasy
Thinkin n***az really cared sayin they were family
A bad dream seein 'em stand around
And they watched me drown I heard they mock me now
Well ****'em Now that I'm gettin back on my feet
And I'm focused we all gon' sit down to eat
And the streets said Mic man we need you back
The game's a puzzle and son you a piece of the rap
And I love dat that's why I'm doin what I'm doin
Y'all and God the only things gettin me through it
And when the rain rains hard the sun will shine
I'm only here to get mine seen
No one ever said it would be easy
I know it takes a lot to get by
Yeah I'm alive
Even when they ain't makin no room for me
I'm makin room for me watch me fly
Yeah
Now now if you could see the pain in my eyes
S**t I flew through the back windshield of my ride
And I d**n near died and uhh
What I've been goin through about three years
It's been enough winter here I couldn't shed no tears
Imagine losin everything you ever owned
From your ice crib your whip your girl and home
And then you and only you alone gettin by
And the man in the mirror he ain't nothin but a lie
So you try hard but you not gettin richer
And you grind hard but they won't see the picture
So you say now maybe I should leave the pain
Hurts so bad there's nothin I could never explain
Then I said to myself you control everything
That's around you n***a you the master
N***a suck it up get your weight up avoid your disaster
Longer stronger harder faster
Before they speak a word against me I have no shame
Had to run and pull my chain in the pourin rain
Before they spread lies they best be raisin some questions
I done made mistakes I done learned from my lessons
They gon' tell you my temper had me out of control
I was blinded by the pot and wouldn't look at the road
Some'll even say the closest mother****ers to me got me
By genorosity prayin that my haters'll stop me
****'em I don't care they gon' walk anyway
****'em I don't care they gon' talk anyway
And I've been through the drama see this life's a strain
Hope you never see what I did of the hurt and pain
And I walk through this road with a cross to bear
No mistakes I can think of or care to share
Now I'm here I'm a live mine 'til my death
Kill the game 'til nothing's left I'm alive
Everything I do everywhere I go
They don't wanna see me grow
They don't want me goin all the way
I asked myself why me Why
Why don't they love me
They want it gone anyway why they gotta pull me down
Everytime I try to come up wanna pull me down
All the way down
'Til I have nothin left
What did I do to you Oh no no
What have I done to set them to
