What Makes You Happy?

There's no way out

We're masquerading

Cascading through, a dam too weak to sault

Still unable to address the shade surrounding

This situation festers till it's swole and then it blows

(Blank face halfway in the grave)

Been thinking septic thoughts alone with sour tone

Zero in

Losing Lucidity

Backhand impacted is

All I've known so

What makes you happy to be

All alone?

I've poked holes in abscess absence

Who you are is who I am without you

Who am I worth?

Do I deserve to laugh it all away?

(Sighing, crying, lying, dying

Bracing everlasting fading)

Carve it in my head

With a needle and a thread

Sewing back the seam that made you

Unraveling the knees

So to speak

Clearly

When my ears can't see

Nor speak

Mending stitches in the needs

Nails burning into me

Backhand impacted is

All I've known so

What makes you happy to be

All alone?

So...

(say no)