Everyone Wants Influence - Judeo
Let the room see
Phone face down
City on my name now
Still I barely make a sound
Scrolling through the rumors, they inventing new me every week
Everyone a critic, but they copy everything they see
Blue check dreams, they just chase that little green
I was in the dark grinding, turned the silence to a scene
Everyone wants influence, nobody wants the bruise it brings
They just see the highlights, not the nights I lost my grip on things
Everyone wants influence, hands out when the bottle sings
But when I was down bad, talk to walls, only echo in the room was me
Cousin in my messages, bro you changed, you never call
He just send another link, post this help me, that's a law
Old friends at the table, toasting to the version that they knew
But the one who really made it here, they don't recognize that dude
Tell me what it's worth
If I can't do what I feel
Every favor just a tab
Every hug another knee
Feel the throne out of hours
All the bags I never played
Now they love the end results
But they never let it rest