Sick Joke (Live from Lockdown) - Neck Deep
Composed by：JOSHUA HALLING/BENEDICT BARLOW/DANIEL WASHINGTON/MATTHEW WEST/SAMUEL BOWDEN/Sebastian Barlow
Don't wake me up
It's the best that I've felt in weeks
And to be completely honest
I'd rather be happily dead or asleep
Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
'Cause I'm questioning everything
It's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am
I caught in the middle of it
Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
And most days it all feels the same
I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain
And it makes me sick sick joke
Like life is shoving it's fingers to the back of my throat
And sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay
That I'm still here and I'm not dead
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
No I'm still here
Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
'Cause I'm questioning everything
It's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am
I caught in the middle of it
And some day I'll find you
Like an old key to a locked door
Is it all just some sick joke
Am I still here
'Cause I can't tell
Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay
That I'm still here and I'm not dead
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
