If You Hear This

If You Hear This

If you hear this, I’m sorry

if you hear this, I love you

if you hear this, don’t look at me differently

Don’t mistake my motives

its hard to stay open

when they’re always watching

they always notice the way that I move

See, I know how it works

you get what you give first

my energy asked, I got some answers

they looked just like you

Said I been building castles

for everything I wanted

all of it seems to come to me with ease

But for my heart I’m building walls

put no handles on the doors

in that case I still get what I please

I’m the architect of it all

the pain the fury and the fall

the architect of it all

Then I pretend that its your fault

when I drew the blueprints all wrong

I’m the architect of it all

I will build the castle I want

windows colorful and open

let it be now that I’ve spoken