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I Wasn't Even Close - Sharrow Vibes
I thought I knew
the way you felt in every word
in every look I built a world
around your name
like I was someone you couldn't lose
I memorized the way you spoke
the little things you never noticed
I gave you pieces of who I am
while you were never really holding it
I wasn't even close to what you were to me
you were my whole world
I was just a memory
you said you cared
but not enough
I gave you everything
you gave me almost love
I see it now
in everything
the way you left so easily
no hesitation, no looking back
like losing me was nothing you lacked
I kept your voice inside my head
like it was something I couldn't forget
but you moved on without a trace
like I was someone you could replace
I wasn't even close, I see it clear
you never needed me the way I needed you here
I held on tight, you let me go
and now I'm left with all I didn't know
if I had known I was alone
even when you were holding me close
would I have stayed?
would I have tried or saved myself from this goodbye?
that I wasn't even close to what I believed
you were everything
I was just something you lived
and now I carry all of this weight for a love that was never equal in the first place
I thought I mattered
but I was just there
