Still Want You - Aliza
I don't check your name anymore
When my phone lights up at night
I don't sit outside your door
Or replay every fight
I've been trying to move along
Like the world says I should do
But there's a quiet little voice
That still whispers you
And I hate how it lingers
In the spaces you left
Like a shadow on my chest
I still want you
In the late night hours
When the world goes quiet
And I lose my power
I still want you
Even though I know
We were never built
For the long road
And it hurts to admit
What I'm going through
But the truth is
I still want you
I can laugh with someone new
I can hold another hand
But it never feels the way
It did when we began
You were chaos, you were calm
You were everything at once
And now every little spark
Feels like it's missing us
And I know it's not healthy
To live in the past
But some feelings just last
I still want you
In the late night hours
When the world goes quiet
And I lose my power
I still want you
Even though I know
We were never built
For the long road
And it hurts to admit
What I'm going through
But the truth is
I still want you
Maybe love doesn't end
Just because we say goodbye
Maybe hearts take longer
To forget a satellite
I don't need you back
I just need the ache to fade
But until that day comes
Your memory stays
I still want you
But I'm letting go
Of the dreams we built
And the life I hoped
Holds
I still want you
But I just missed
All the road, the ways
You couldn't see
And it hurts, it's true
But I'll make it through
Even though I still want you
I still want you
But I'm moving on
I'm moving on
But I'm moving on
