[00:00.11]Backseat (Explicit) - Sik World
[00:00.91]Lyrics by：Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.03]Composed by：Jonathon Quiles
[00:09.86]When I'm sitting in the back seat
[00:11.27]I be staring at the window
[00:12.34]Looking for a signal
[00:13.13]Wishing life was simple
[00:13.96]'Cause no one understands me
[00:15.55]I be living in my head
[00:16.67]Feel like my spirit is dead
[00:17.75]I'm just tryna get ahead
[00:18.90]Anxiety has me feeling like
[00:20.42]I don't be long
[00:21.14]So I sit and write these songs
[00:22.14]There's nobody I can call
[00:23.22]This all has me feeling so
[00:26.02]Yeah
[00:26.70]I can't even lie and pretend
[00:28.23]I feel like I'm on the edge
[00:29.32]I want my torment to end
[00:30.40]I locked all issues out
[00:31.32]But they just keep barging' in
[00:32.51]I fell so many ******* times
[00:33.71]I can't get up again
[00:34.67]Devil keeps playing games
[00:35.83]Think I'm letting him win
[00:36.90]I wake up everyday battling
[00:38.09]The pain I'm against
[00:39.07]I feel alone this is how
[00:40.38]My whole life has been
[00:41.37]They see me as a percentage
[00:42.42]Or a flex to they friends
[00:43.43]It ****** up **** love
[00:44.55]'Cause I don't wanna hear about it
[00:45.86]I don't even drink but get
[00:47.17]A bottle I'ma down it
[00:48.11]Even in an empty room
[00:49.15]I'm feeling like it's hella crowded
[00:50.21]'Cuz my demons steady creeping
[00:51.25]In and leaving me surrounded
[00:53.05]I just wanna walk away
[00:54.41]And I swear I got a lot to say
[00:56.03]Maybe I should pray
[00:57.17]God find me 'cause I'm lost
[00:58.86]These are always in my thoughts my thoughts
[01:01.14]When I'm sitting in the back seat
[01:02.55]I be staring at the window
[01:03.65]Looking for a signal
[01:04.43]Wishing life was simple
[01:05.22]'Cause no one understands me
[01:06.78]I be living in my head
[01:08.04]Feel like my spirit is dead
[01:09.09]I'm just tryna get ahead
[01:10.05]Anxiety has me feeling like I don't belong
[01:12.20]So I sit and write these songs
[01:13.49]There's nobody I can call
[01:14.67]This all has me this all has me
[01:17.34]This all has me
[01:22.00]**** got me ****** up for real
[01:27.15]Yeah
[01:27.84]Sometimes I like to go for a ride
[01:29.09]And play the music loud just so
[01:30.45]I can quiet my mind
[01:31.44]My thoughts trickle in
[01:32.20]The voices keep feeding me lies
[01:33.60]I push them aside
[01:34.35]I run but they gonna always arrive
[01:35.78]I need-a run run needed someone
[01:37.46]But I never did find love
[01:39.15]'Cause I feel like it don't exist
[01:40.64]And that's my ex fault
[01:41.72]And that's my fault to
[01:42.75]'Cuz I should've ran
[01:43.66]But I took her back again
[01:44.82]But it's okay I'll take blame for it
[01:46.92]And I know that karmas real
[01:47.78]And she gon' pay for it
[01:48.94]And she promised a better future
[01:49.94]And I stayed for it
[01:51.06]Now my heart is cold and walled off
[01:52.37]'Cause there's no place for it
[01:53.18]So I'm about to move on
[01:54.40]I would rather be alone
[01:55.60]Trauma that I carry from a broken home
[01:57.48]Got me hit hitting different lows
[01:58.51]Tryna stay under control
[01:59.83]But my thoughts?
[02:00.31]They just tend to roam they tend to roam
[02:02.18]When I'm sitting in the back seat
[02:03.56]I be staring at the window
[02:04.75]Looking for a signal
[02:05.41]Wishing life was simple
[02:06.24]'Cause no one understands me
[02:07.84]I be living in my head
[02:09.01]Feel like my spirit is dead
[02:10.14]I'm just tryna get ahead
[02:11.07]Anxiety has me feeling like I don't belong
[02:13.31]So I sit and write these songs
[02:14.51]There's nobody I can call
[02:15.73]This all has me this all has me yeah