[00:00.00]March, 17th (Explicit) - 36RudeBoy
[00:01.01]Lyrics by：wildarious chancy
[00:02.02]Composed by：wildarious chancy
[00:03.04]You know before risha died a n***a
[00:04.35]Ain't really know how pain felt
[00:10.93]Before henrisha left I remember how that pain felt
[00:13.85]Even pain pills couldn't take away how that pain felt
[00:17.67]That's real s**t long live nuk jay too
[00:20.82]Look ain't been to sleep in 'bout
[00:23.20]A week I'm steady chasing money
[00:24.58]I told my ex how could I love her
[00:26.15]She can't do s**t for me
[00:27.25]I told my n***as in the pen that them packs coming
[00:29.83]I lost my auntie die a month ago I'm feeling funny
[00:32.56]Feeling real funny trying not to cry
[00:34.52]Never played about my family
[00:35.70]They know I'll slang that iron
[00:37.08]Me and all my n***as cary sticks but we ain't blind
[00:39.67]Put that metal to his head call that n***a einstein
[00:42.34]D**n my auntie just lost her daughter
[00:44.35]Think she going crazy
[00:45.69]My uncle falling out in a jail cell
[00:47.18]That boy can't take it
[00:48.29]My granny keep crying her eys out I swear I hate it
[00:50.74]You see me I want revenge yea I f**king said it
[00:53.18]Get that lajuan they gon hate regardless
[00:55.08]F**k it I might buy more jewelry they like I'm a artist
[00:57.75]On the gram when I step you know I step the hardest
[01:00.39]Mama told me put that money up boy you a target d**n
[01:03.97]They don't even know how that pain felt
[01:05.98]How that pain feel my ol'boy caught 35 that pain still here
[01:09.71]Sometimes I catch my mom crying wishing he was here
[01:12.18]Separation my biggest fear losing family my only fear
[01:14.82]Ralf I want this watch right here
[01:16.14]I might buy this car cash think
[01:17.67]I want this b***h right here
[01:18.76]Blowing money on everything
[01:19.94]Just to shake the way I feel
[01:21.48]20 on my neck' n***as plotting probably want me killed
[01:24.52]40 on my hip n***a what I'm gone do
[01:27.15]I can't let a n***a do me like they did nuk
[01:29.50]The day I meet his killer probably
[01:30.90]Make it on the news
[01:32.30]And it'll be worth it dawg I ain't perfect nooo
[01:34.18]Yea get that sack
[01:35.29]Ha you know all my l's come with v's attached
[01:37.88]Yea spend that s**t today I bet I make it back
[01:40.67]Can't take that s**t back n***a 'cause
[01:41.95]It went like that I hate it went like that
[01:44.21]I said before henrisha left
[01:45.88]I remember how that pain felt
[01:47.55]Even pain pills couldn't take away
[01:49.28]How that pain felt that's real s**t