[00:00.00]all i can see (Explicit) - guardin
[00:04.07]Lyrics by：Nick Furlong/Tony Livadas/Nicholas Kerr-Carpenter
[00:08.15]Composed by：Nick Furlong/Tony Livadas/Nicholas Kerr-Carpenter
[00:12.23]I wish I had friends
[00:15.19]I wish I had anyone to save me
[00:18.23]But I ain't like them like them
[00:21.35]I'm just a nightmare in the making
[00:24.21]I pray that this ends
[00:27.35]That the Baphomet will take me
[00:30.21]Away from loose ends loose
[00:33.45]'Cause I'm not to be forsaken
[00:36.46]Maybe it's a part of me the anxiety
[00:39.76]But the funny thing is it's all I can see
[00:42.77]And it lies to me ******* blinding me
[00:45.68]While I honestly just
[00:47.99]Feel like I'm on *****
[00:51.24]Even though I don't even take 'em
[00:54.26]It's ******* me up
[00:57.35]Ride these highs to feel complacent
[01:00.20]It's like I'm on *****
[01:03.24]I hide sometimes so I feel safe from
[01:06.19]The pain in my gut
[01:08.89]Yeah it's ******* me up
[01:12.00]Feels like I'm on ***** yeah
[01:18.37]I should dive in I should dive in
[01:21.32]Swim to the surface when I'm stable
[01:24.26]Let's skip the pretend let's skip the pretend
[01:27.31]'Cause this life is not a fable
[01:30.29]This story don't end this story don't end
[01:33.39]'Til I'm hooked to all these cables
[01:36.13]And start to see red and start to see red
[01:39.48]As they lie me on the table
[01:42.34]Maybe it's the start of things
[01:44.22]Something I can't see
[01:45.74]It's beyond a dream an advisory
[01:48.72]And it lies to me ******* blinding me
[01:51.72]When I honestly just
[01:54.07]Feel like I'm on *****
[01:57.40]Even though I don't even take 'em
[02:00.18]It's ******* me up
[02:03.38]Ride these highs to feel complacent
[02:06.20]It's like I'm on *****
[02:09.27]I hide sometimes so I feel safe from
[02:12.14]The pain in my gut
[02:15.02]Yeah it's ******* me up
[02:18.25]Somebody wake me
[02:21.29]'Cause life is a daydream
[02:24.47]And I'm wasting time with you
[02:30.22]So many faces
[02:33.02]Yeah I'm losing patience
[02:36.51]And I'm stuck on loving you
[02:42.06]Feels like I'm on *****
[02:47.19]Yeah feels like I'm on *****
[02:54.01]Feels like I'm on *****
[02:59.97]Feels like I'm on *****
[03:03.77]Yeah yeah