Let Me Fall (Explicit)

Coconut trees

Sound of the waves

The wind in the air

Love n affairs

Having no care

Drowning the sound

Of the life I despise

And still finding the

Will to survive

I don't feel like surviving

Don't feel like abiding

I feel like I'm knifing

Not that I'm dying

What's the meaning of life

Fighting this **** for a reason

A secret

A lie that I'm living

A lie worth believing

A lie worth a treason

A prison I live in

Spending the last of my cells

A life in a cell

Lost in myself

Coins in a well

I look for a hope

In a song that I wrote

So that I cope

With this life

Of oppression

A life of obsession

Live with expression

And die for perfection

Let me gooo

Let me go

Let me fall

Dreamt about falling in love

But whenever I fall

I fall in too deep

A promise to keep

Is not what it seems

A devil beneath

Is what all it is

Forgotten abyss

Forgotten what bliss is

All of my wishes

Is falling to sickness

It's all in the business

We living

We dying

We trying

Music's my witness

Let me gooo

Let me go

Let me fall