Thinkin' back on all the times that you didn't show
Why am I even trying to save this I should let go
Every season you've been saying it's a bad show
Leave me like the cargo guess I'm out of ammo
Calling me a snake don't say my name
It's a sad joke only half hoped it would stick
All the music it was s**t open sessions take a hit
Nah
I think it's time for me to quit
Cause I'm not stupid you hate me
Just feeling down and out
Cynical thinking while I pace the apartment
Am I the problem
Just pace the apartment
Call me Mr Brightside I lied
I've been killing time stay up all night saying I'm fine
You would live the same life but you'd go blind
Watching paint dry with the same eyes
I ain't trying to blame you for bad days
Overthinking things that I say just to save face
Now I'm half awake just to get baked
Interstellar haze to escape all the heartache
Cause I'm not stupid you hate me
Just feeling down and out
Cynical thinking while I pace the apartment
Am I the problem
Our ties on the brink
Held by a single string
You were fine but I wasn't
In my eyes you cut it
Don't know what you've been doing now
But I want nothing of it
Fall asleep with one eye shut huh
Scared of something
Regret holding you down
Feel it surround you
Open the gates to your personal hell
I felt no pain
When I walked away ya you stayed the same
Look at yourself when you place blame
Now you're running your mouth again
While I guess some things never change
Just feeling down and out
Cynical thinking while I pace the apartment
Am I the problem
