i love you so much
i love the way that you make me feel sometimes
like
i'm the only one
and i'm ontop of the world
i loved that you say you love me back
and you love no one else
and
i'm all that matters to you
i love that so much
and i love that feeling that you give me when you say that
i love going over to your house
and i love our sleepovers so much
i love being with you every second
every second that i can
even just being on facetimes almost all day long
can make me feel like the happiest person on the world
but then
theres the times that l've felt betrayed by you
multiple times that i can think of
and
multiple times that i can count
but i'll just brush that aside for now
it's okay
everytings okay
right
you say everytings fine
you say everytings okay with us
and i should believe you
correct
i just can't choose which way to feel when i'm with you
because when the times are so good
then i feel great
but when i feel like your hiding things from me
i just don't know what to rally do at this point
like
i just can't deal with it
when you
say that your telling the truth
but
all of the points are falling into place
and things are just making sense
but i should believe you
right
after all we've been through
we've been together for 10 months now
and that's one of the reasons i feel like you want to stay
because in past relationships with me is
that i don't want to throw away years of my life
months of my life
so i should trust you when you say noting happened
i should believe you because you love me
and only me
Everything
Is okay you say
yet when i look at your phone i always feel afraid
to open certain apps
To look at certain messages
beacause i'm afraid i'm going to find something out
Again
i've given you so many chances
so many
i just wanna be with you
i just wanna be happy
but i only wanna be with you and be happy
if i can fulfill everything you need
and i just want you to tell me the truth
i just need you to tell me if i'm everything that you need
everything you want
and that you do want future with me
i just don't know if i can trust you anymore
because you've broken
every promise
