About This Feeling

I learned to whisper out your name

Between my prayers that never end

Every night I chase the silence

Hoping you would call again

This feeling came without a warning

Like a storm I couldn’t see

Now it’s living in my heartbeat

Like it’s part of who I am to be

I tried to fight it, tried to run

But every road leads back to you

About this feeling I can’t explain

About this longing without a name

If love is meant to make me bleed

I’ll bleed for you eternally

I gave you all I had inside

My fears, my truth, my fragile side

If loving you is all I am

Then let this pain be who I am

I watched the time stand still somehow

The moment you chose to walk away

Your shadow stayed beside my bed

Even when your words had faded

I searched for signs in empty rooms

In memories I couldn’t save

There’s no such thing as right or wrong

Just hearts that never faced the same

I held my breath, I closed my eyes

Pretending I was still your home

About this feeling I can’t explain

About this longing without a name

If love is meant to make me bleed

I’ll bleed for you eternally

I gave you all I had inside

My fears, my truth, my fragile side

If loving you is all I am

Then let this pain be who I am

If I could turn the hands of time

I’d stop the moment we fell apart

But love is never kind to those

Who give their soul, not just their heart

So let the scars remind my skin

That I was brave, that I was real

I’d rather break a thousand times

Than never know how true love feels

About this feeling I can’t explain

About this fire inside the rain

If love is meant to make me bleed

I’ll bleed for you eternally

I stand alone but not ashamed

I loved you deep, I loved in flames

If this is how my story ends

I’d choose this love again, again

So if you hear my voice someday

Know every word was meant to stay

This feeling lives, it won’t erase

It’s written deep inside my veins