I Deserve to Bleed (Explicit) - Sushi Soucy
Lyrics by：Lillian Soucy
Composed by：Lillian Soucy
I wanna rip out my
Intestines throw
Them in the sea
I wanna raise the
Money to invest in
Plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself
Head to toe in super
Sexy scars
'Cause I mean aren't
You supposed to burn
If you're a star
I want to be torn apart
Excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause
It's not good
Enough for me
The scary thoughts
Are spreading
Like a w**d
The thoughts that
Say that I deserve
To bleed
I wanna take a knife
And draw a line
Across my chest
I wanna feel much
Better than I do when
I am at my best
I wanna fly away from
My own skin and find
A better place
I wanna slash across
What used to be
My face
I want to be torn
Apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause
It's not good enough
For me
The scary thoughts are
Spreading like a w**d
The thoughts that say
That I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets
Better but I guess
That was a lie
I guess we all just
Fake it 'til we die
Sympathy and love we
Can extend to
Someone else
But it's harder when
You have to love
Yourself
I want to be torn
Apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause
It's not good
Enough for me
The scary thoughts
Are spreading
Like a w**d
The thoughts that
Say that I deserve
To bleed
The thoughts that
Say that I deserve
To bleed
The thoughts that
Say that I deserve
To bleed
