Proof Of Life

I'm not gone Still alive

Contemplated suicide

But I ain't die

Still alive

This is proof life

This is proof of life

I'm not gone Still alive

Contemplated suicide

But I ain't die

Still alive

This is proof life

This is proof of life

Wasn't well

No one could tell

I mastered looking Hella fine

Going through hell

Was quiet couldn't talk about it

Wanted to yell

I went about my business

And never went seeking help

Self medicating

Sipping lean just to sleep

At a certain point I had to force myself to eat

Didn't go back to cutting

So through these words ima bleed

Momma was in hospital

And I got on my knees

The prayer went

Lord give me the strength that ima need

I still got two sisters

Who who wanna see their brother breath

I'd fill my purple

And try to forget the pain

Although I knew sippin

Wouldn't take the pain away

People around me were toxic

In truth man I almost it

I figured they were the problem

And cutting them off would solve it

But running away from something

Is not a valid solution

Rather face is head on

If you want a resolution

See I'm on chronic

And I don't mean maryjane so please

I mean that at this point

I never miss a day of pills

I had to quit the weed

To keep a level head

So nowadays I smoke a 20 pack instead

I'm not gone Still alive

Contemplated suicide

But I ain't die

Still alive

This is proof life

This is proof of life

I'm not gone Still alive

Contemplated suicide

But I ain't die

Still alive

This is proof life

This is proof of life