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Diary (Anxiety) (Explicit) - AKA
Lyrics by：Kiernan Jarryd Forbes
Composed by：Kiernan Jarryd Forbes
Kudala ndiku
Kudala ndikulindile
Kudala ndikulindile
Kudala ndikulindile sithandwa sam'
Sundishiya ndindodwa
Kudala ndikulindile sithandwa sam'
My moments of clarity are far and few between
Dear diary anxiety goes
I can't open up to anybody
They don't know how loud the silence is reality
Dear diary I'm losing my religion
My batteries
Dear diary I'm getting real close
That's why I'm talking
To you and nobody else dear diary
Kudala ngikulindiwe
Kudala ngiku
Lights are on but nobody's home
Sundishiya ndingodwa
Kudala ngiku
Okay I cannot live here
I cannot sit still
I cannot rebuild promises unfulfilled here
I don't want to die 'cos if I go silent
Who gon' feed all my children
Nothing feels real no more
How do I fill this hole in my spirit
I cannot hear clichés no more
Living my low life
What did you score me
I was on top of your pyramid
That's when the pastor told me
He cannot program consequences decisions
I be like I'm a good Christian
Give big guap
At the robots slide down electric windows
Everyday I walk in your path
How you gon' take two weeks
Of the best days of my life
That's stealing shii
Test my faith then test my saint
Personal that's business
I cannot hide in my crib forever
Tried to tie my hands behind
My back so I can't feed familia
I'm gon' do when the pool is greener
Tighten my button and mean mug
This side it's the right time to clean up
Mamacita since you left me
All of this cash is petty
How can I wear my Rolex and my Giuseppe
How can I flex so empty
Do you love or regret me
Kudala
My moments of clarity are far and few between
Dear diary anxiety goes
I can't open up to anybody
They don't know how loud the silence is reality
Dear diary I'm losing my religion my batteries
Dear diary I'm getting real close
That's why I'm talking
To you and nobody else dear diary
Kudala ndikulindile
Kudala ndiku-
Lights are on but nobody's home
Sundishiya ndindodwa
Kudala ndiku
Okay I cannot feel no pain
Nothing come close to the way
I feel when I go back in my memory
Bank and I see that frame
That **** burned my brain forever
That's where my whole life
Changed in the space of 30 seconds
It's on the papers
Character assassination
I cannot put my wife to shame
I pray she rests in perfection
Okay I get it
Need someone to blame
You sent flames in my direction
But there's no time machine
To rewind us backwards
She's gone
We in the present
I gave her everything that I had
How you gon' cap and not even make
One phone call to my momma my dad
After we poured the sand on the casket
That **** is wack passive aggressive
Never mind Bheki Cele
He wasn't even on the program
I wrote a speech then took my seat
And opened that thing
My name was nowhere imagine
Kudala ndiku
It's okay
I still got that thing wrapped up in plastic
Classic
One day
My moments of clarity are far and few between
Dear diary anxiety goes
I can't open up to anybody
They don't know how loud the silence is reality
Dear diary I'm losing my religion
My batteries
Dear diary I'm getting real close
That's why I'm talking
To you and nobody else dear diary
Kudala ndikulindile
Kudala ndikulindile
Lights are on but nobody's home
Sundishiya ndindodwa
Kudala ndiku
