January 6th (Explicit)

Just had a convo

With KT about growing the business

Some epiphanies came

While we sipping the Guinness

While I was going home

The inspo gave me the lyrics

It's a blessing to be born

With the bars in my pocket

January 1st

I was back in the clinic

What a difference I make

When I stop being cynic

When I start being patient

And I deep I can stick it

When the progress outweighs

All the **** I've been missing

When the blessings all come

From the **** I've been feeling

When the daggers in my back

Turn to inspo and passion

When I plan it all out

Like I was coming for Saturn

I guess in my dreams

This how it all happens

I've written enough

To never write in a lifetime

A crucial mistake

Was to look for a guideline

It took me too long

To deep it was all mine

I guess the vision changed

When I would live on the skyline

That 15th floor

Was a moment of sci-fi

The world changing up

Must've stayed up in my mind

I really think regret

Must've stayed up your mind

I took it to heart

Had to make it a start sign

A year of obsession

Can change up the worst nights

Yeah

Her fear of commitment

Helped me build up a new sight

I took all the bricks down

Just to come back and start right

A star in the making

Yh it sounds right

This the bars that come to mind

When inspo starts hitting

I'm halfway through this bar

I know the next one coming

I said this was my Icarus flow

Cos this feels like floating

If I can write 64

At the 2 in the morning

And kill all the doubt

That inside me I've been feeling

If I can paint the picture

And put it on a ceiling

Then damn

The time for growing

Is always preceded by healing

Got to take a second

To breathe it all in

The buzz starts leaving my body

The drink stops pumping

To my head from my tummy

The last thing I told

You was white lies

But man I ain't sorry

I would've died for the cause

If I were sure u would love me

But it's calm before the storm

And then it's gets sunny

This **** only bitter

'Fore it turns into honey

The joke only hit

When it stops being funny

But it's calm before

The storm and then it's gets sunny

You know