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Not Enough For You - JadenWest
I watch you drift while I stay the same
Holding your silence like it was my blame
I learned your moves like a second skin
Smiling outside while I caved within
You say I'm tired and I bite my tongue
Cause I knew the man I'd already lost
I kept loving you the only way I could
But love shouldn't feel like a cost
I tried to be soft, I tried to be strong
Tried to be everything you wanted me on
But the more I gave, the less I became
And you still looked at me the same
Cause I was not enough for you
No matter how I tried
I could bleed my heart in front of you
And you would watch it dry
I was always almost, never the one
Never to stay, always a run
And you made me feel replaceable and true
Like I was not enough for you
But I was not enough for you
I changed my clothes, changed the way I speak
Changed my dreams to look more like an ease
I laughed a little quieter, cried alone
Made a home out of walking on bones
And it's crazy how you can hold someone
And still be miles away
I was right beside you, losing you
Day after day
I changed to approval like air in my lungs
But I kept suffocating on what I'd become
If love's a shelter, why it feel so rough?
Why it never feel like enough?
Cause I was not enough for you
No matter how I tried
I could bleed my heart in front of you
And you would watch it dry
I was always almost, never the one
Never to stay, always a run
And you made me feel replaceable and true
Like I was not enough for you
But I was not enough for you
Maybe you needed a perfect kind of love
One that never shakes, never breaks
Never speaks too much, but I'm a real heart
I'm a real mess, I'm a real I tried my best
And I hate that I still hear your voice in my head
Saying why can't you be more?
When the truth is I gave you everything I had
And you still wanted more
I was not enough for you
But I was too much for me to lose
I was someone's maybe, someone's when it's convenient
Someone you didn't choose
So I'll stop shrinking just to fit your view
Stop calling it love when it cuts me through
If I wasn't worth the fight you never knew
Then you were not right for me
If I was not enough for you
I hope you find what you were searching for
But I won't be the thing you measure me for
Anymore
