Bottle Dreams - Oliver Hart
Everyone knew she was a special young girl
From her neighbors to her teachers
Some labeled her a prodigy others called her a genius
It was amazing the way she could play the violin
It made it hard for people to believe that she only ten
But behind every brilliant mind there lies a monster
This one just so happened to be her father
See daddy was sick he'd get a rush by playing touchy touch
And telling her to keep it hush
It was his seceret way of loving
That he needed someone he could trust
F**ked her head up saying if momma was
Alive she'd be so proud of us
So she'd hide the desire to die
But if you paid close attention
You could see the sorrow in her eyes
Walking around in the only real hell
No one would ever think she'd have such a story to tell
Afraid to go home afraid to talk afraid of crying
She was too young to even know why
And everyday she'd go to the river
With a message in a bottle saying
Please god help me I don't wanna live to see tommarow
Each day she'd scrounge for a tiny shread of hope
Just to wish the bottle would stay afloat
But every single solitary day the bottle seems to sink
I don't know why but the bottle always sinks
She never sees it happen but the bottle always sinks
Now only the bottom of the river knows what she really thinks
She made that violin sing with so much pain
You could almost hear her scream through the strange vibrations
What was once sweet and innocent
Is now riding with the phsychotic father
Chose to probe the flowers of the pure and sacred
Her instrument was a rolly tongue
To express the infinite abuse in it's depths
At night the footsteps crept to her door
And she'd begin to shake and weap
And with tears rolling down her cheeks
She's pretend she was asleep
When the nightmare was over and the sun dawn is light
She'd retreat to the same place she always did
Rip a page from her diary and write with all her might
Then send it off into the current
Determined to find a way to live
And everyday she'd go to the river
With a message in a bottle saying
Please god help me I don't wanna live to see tommarow
Each day she'd scrounge for a tiny shread of hope
Just to wish the bottle would stay afloat
But every single solitary day the bottle seems to sink
I don't know why but the bottle always sinks
She never sees it happen but the bottle always sinks
Now only the bottom of the river knows what she really thinks
Being a victim of her daddy's hands for so long
She lost the will to move on
Sick of picking up her violin to hide from what's wrong
Exausted but staying strong
She tried to play the bright side
But couldn't bring herself to make
Nothing but sad songs
Sick of that sick feeling that stays in her stomach
Sick of waiting for a rescue by someone
Who found one of her bottles
Sick of being daddy's little seceret
She got up at the crack of day
And smashed her violin into pieces
Then proceeded to walk towards the river with a plan
Only this time the diary and bottle was in her hand
Just walk with herself away from the hell
Not knowing at the river bottom lied all the cries for help
It was weeks before they found her dead body
Some fisherman reeled it from the water
Something from a detective novel
Diagonosis suicide stemed from desperation
Was near where she drowned they found
About 500 messages in sunken bottles
Bottle bottle bottle bottle bottle bottle
