I can't get out of my bed
Fingers magnets and my mattress
Might as well just be a casket
For all I care
Oh no here we go again
The bad thoughts are creeping in
X2
When I feel crazy
I hide it I fall apart in private
When my mirrors the only one who sees my tears
There's a method to my sadness
Its a chemical imbalance
And my head is damaged way beyond repair
I'm a manic depressive passive aggressive emotionally repressed introverted extroverted melancholic alcoholic mess
I wish my inner thoughts would end their conversation
I wished on every star and every constellation
Mmm ya
Manic
X2
Manic depressive
Manic
X2
Manic depressive
Manic
X2
Manic depressive
Somedays I wish I was dead
Think I'm broken I can't fix it
Its an intangible sickness
But its there
Oh no here we go again
The bad thoughts are creeping in
X2
So I wrestle my demons
Till I go off the deep end
Where in drowning and I can't come up for air
I've tried every medication
And I've gone in hibernation
Hiding in my room like a bipolar bear
I'm obsessive compulsive and self destructive and what did you expect narcissistic and neurotic I'm just one big ball of stress
I wish my inner thoughts would end their conversation
I wished on every star and every constilation
I wish that I was calm and wasn't always anxious
The bad thoughts are creeping in
X6
Manic
X2
Manic depressive
Manic
X2
Thee bad thoughts are creeping in
Manic depressive
Manic
X2
Manic depressive
The bad thoughts are creeping in
X8
Manic depressive
