Took a while to notice I was suffocating
took a while to notice the damp on the walls
I always knew you were complicated
didn't know my place within it all
but I always wanted to shelter
always wanted to help
but I always end up losing myself
I always end up losing myself
I always did what you wanted me to do
lived by your words when I knew they weren't true
and I always wondered what would happen
If I turned my back on you
daydreaming all the ways that I could
but I was scared of what I was missing
living my life through someone else
I always end up losing myself
I always end up losing myself
Hmm
scared this is all I am
kindness is weakness
thought you would understand
what's behind this and feel it
but somethings gone too far
this time
life feels like and empty well
I always end up losing myself
I always end up losing myself
Hmm
