Sometimes
The enemy’s myself
Although I got no problems with nobody else
Why can’t I ever seem to ****ing win
I’m always losing this game I’m in
Living in a warzone my own bloody battlefield
With no way out, the end of my life appeals
All these nightmares,
never leave invade my headspace,
Start to leak
Invade my sleep
Invade my life
It always replays
So I walk around with a knife
Living in my head I don’t know how to feel
Living inside my own bloody battlefield
No pain will yield how do I live my life
With myself
And all the agony in my mind
Lesson in futility
Smiling while being me
vultures circle, locust swarm
I've been sick since I was born
Every day, wear a disguise
to hide what hides behind these eyes
The only way to numb this pain
is a bullet in the ****ing brain.
