Fit In - Fazzi
Lyrics by:Sean Killeen/Josh Paulino/Collin Fazzi
Composed by:Josh Paulino/Collin Fazzi
Leading a double life
Internal battles inside
I'm at war all the time
I'll be fine it's all I've ever known
I've always had to work twice as hard
In order to grow
Just to escape words that cut me down
Right to the bone
Makes me feel hopeless in life
I can't find the balance I'm just getting by
Medications choke holding me
Decides if I struggle or succeed
I can't help feel like I'm alone
Tryna keep up with the world around me
I'm a stranger in my own skin
Sometimes I don't have control within
These silent crimes they rule my mind
I just want to fit in
I just want to fit in
I can't figure out how I'm gonna fit in
How I'm gonna fit in
Ooo how
Verbally violent at night
Looking in the mirror and sigh
It kills me every single time
I want to hide 'cause
I can't shake the
Insecurities I carry around
Doubting myself
Can't function it's pulling me back to my house
I can't break from the mould
This condition won't be resolved
Medications choke holding me
Decides if I struggle or succeed
I can't help feel like I'm all alone
Tryna keep up with the world around me
I'm a stranger in my own skin
Sometimes I don't have control within
These silent crimes they rule my mind
I just want to fit in
I just want to fit in
These silent crimes they rule my mind
I just want to fit in
I just want to fit in
Medications choke holding me
Decides if I struggle or succeed
I can't figure out how I'm gonna fit in
I'll keep taking my pills as a quick fix
It's the only way that I'll ever fit in