If I Go First - Leo Årthun
We don't talk about it much
But sometimes late at night
I think about the silence
If one of us loses the fight
And it scares me
But I lied before
Because loving you
Was worth that door
Nothing lasts forever
But love leaves marks
If I go first
Don't close your heart
Don't turn our story
Into a dark lonely room
You can't escape
Take what we built and let it shape
The rest of your days
With quiet grace
Tell them I was stubborn
Tell them I was loud
Tell them I loved fiercely
Even when I doubted clouds
And if you ever miss me
Don't sit alone too long
Put on our old slow dancing song
Grief is proof
Of something rare
If I go first
Know this is true
I had my forever
And it was you
No unfinished wants
No hidden plea
You gave your whole heart to me
That's enough eternity
That's enough eternity
