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I Wanna Disappear (feat. Oh Yun) - 뎁트/Oh Yun
Lyrics by：Dept/Minkim
Composed by：Dept/Minkim
Arranged by：Dept/Minkim
Produced by：Dept
I told my mother it's going well which isn't true
Told my friends I'm figuring it out also not
It's not the failing honestly I could live with failing
It's the part where everybody watches me do it
There's a version of me in their heads from college
Who was gonna do something who was gonna be fine
I keep her alive with a text every few weeks
It's exhausting being someone else's good news
I wanna disappear I wanna disappear
Not dramatic not a scene just gone
I wanna disappear I wanna disappear
New town new number nobody's disappointment
Looked up apartments in a city I can't pronounce
Read about a job I'm not remotely qualified for
Closed the tab Opened it again at midnight
Closed it This is what I do instead of sleeping
Nobody there would know what I was supposed to be
I could be a person who just works and eats and walks
No history no promise no one keeping score
Just a stranger who gets coffee at the same time each day
I wanna disappear I wanna disappear
Not tragic not a headline just gone
I wanna disappear I wanna disappear
Somewhere nobody's holding the old version of me
I'm not going anywhere I know that
I'll be here on Monday answering emails
But it's nice to have a door in my head
Even if I never open it
I wanna disappear I wanna disappear
Not forever maybe just a year
I wanna disappear I wanna disappear
Then come back new then come back here
