burning/bones (Explicit)

I have no love to give

Nothing to seek

There’s no god coming for me.

Still numb to it all

To the strangers I meet

Fake conversations

With your tongue in cheek

Screaming internally

I’m sick of it all

Somebody please kill me

What do you want?

What did you expect?

Bleed me dry

And then bore me to death

You made me look pathetic

When I begged you for your forgiveness

So good fucking riddance

I’ll never forget

That you left at my lowest

It’s fucking embarrassing

Thinking you meant anything

You left me with nothing

While I roam the room

Hearing every excuse

How the fuck can you just sit there and convince yourself

That you’re telling the truth

and it was always me and it was never you

I would hate you if I could

So we’ll say nothing some more

While I mourn a loss

Of someone

who doesn’t care anymore

You just don’t get it

You know you're so pathetic

Maybe you’ll learn to accept it

When you keep it copacetic

Yeah I’m apathetic

when you're so pathetic

you just don’t get it

when you keep it copacetic

Anger only grows.

It's burning in my bones.

A pain you'll never know.

So many nights I'd sit and fantasize your ghost.

Extortionist, Vctms, 2026 motherfucker, go.

You'd stand in front of me and stare as I spit out my fucking teeth.

Waiting to take another piece.

Another part of me that wasn't yours to keep.

Still bleeding. Still seething as long as you are still breathing.

I hope your heart stops beating. Maybe then I would escape this fucking pain.

I will not sleep until you're rotting down underneath.

Fuck you for every memory that you've taken away from me.

You made me look pathetic

Begging for your forgiveness

So good fucking riddance

I’ll never forget

That you left at my lowest

Too stubborn to admit

I would have given anything

To have you again

I know that I should

I would hate you if I could

I have no love to give

Nothing to seek

There’s no god coming for me.

Still numb to it all

To the strangers I meet

Fake conversations

With your tongue in cheek

Did you enjoy it?

while I sobbed on my knees

You sat there and lied through your teeth

Love is fucking embarrassing

I know you loved when i watched you leave

And you were right

I fucking hate you

I'll never forget that you left me at my lowest

I'll never forget when you became such a bitch