Crying Into Midnight - Aliza
You said you needed distance
Pulled your hand from mine so slow
Left your glass on the table
Like you'd be back, but you don't show
I replay every sentence
Every half smile, every sigh
You walked out of our silence
And now it's just me asking why
I'm crying into midnight
Talking to the ceiling like it hears
Your name stuck in my throat
Tasting all these bitter years
I'm crying into midnight
Drowning in the echoes that you left
If loving you was wrong
Why does letting go feel like a theft
I still see your reflection
In the dark screen of your phone
Unread words in our history
Proof you chose to stay unknown
Friends say I should erase you
I delete, then I restore
I keep holding this door open
For a love that wants the door
I'm crying into midnight
Talking to the ceiling like it hears
Your name stuck in my throat
Tasting all these bitter years
I'm crying into midnight
Drowning in the echoes that you left
If loving you was wrong
Why does letting go feel like a theft
Were you ever really here
Or just something that I dreamed
Did you plan your slow escape
While you swore you were on my team
I'm so tired of these questions
But I ask them anyway
Guess I'm scared of who I'll be
When your shadow fades away
I'm crying into midnight
Talking to the ceiling like it hears
Your name stuck in my throat
Tasting all these bitter years
I'm crying into midnight
Drowning in the echoes that you left
If loving you was wrong
Why does letting go feel like a theft
I turn the covers over
Like I might find you inside
But it's just cold spaces
And heart that never learned goodbye
Crying into midnight
Till the dark runs out of sky