helicopters (Explicit)

作曲 : Bobby Shubert

Running through the guap, nobody ever gonna stop us

Rollin' up the blunt, I'm going up like helicopters

Why do my emotions always put me in a bad mood?

I'm sorry if I ever let you down, I never meant to

I been zoning out, I do that **** all the time

Say that you're my friend but then you push me aside

I might get it wrong before I can get it right

I been looking for a way to get you out of my mind and my life

So get the **** out my way

Get the **** out my face

I need room just to breathe

I came up my own way

When they always told me

That it wouldn't work

Always left in the dirt

***** I might smoke 'til my lungs givin' out

I might drink 'til I can't anymore then black out

And I know it's not healthy, the high that I'm chasing

It might end up killing me but I can't take it

Lust turns to love then the love turns to hate

This the only way out, I can't make a mistake

I do whatever I want, you just follow the code

I am a virus that you can't remove

They gon' care when I die but hate when I'm alive

It don't even make sense, but I can't act surprised

Looking up at the sky, then I count all the stars

I said I was fine but I'm falling apart

I been pessimistic, these friends non-existent

These labels won't change me with God as my witness

You act like you're special, you're not any different

I'm keeping my distance when you're in my vision

I know sometimes I might say some **** I don't mean

I know sometimes I can be cold to everybody I meet

I know I gotta get it now, I got no more time to waste

I know that I can make it out cause I'ma do what it takes, what it takes

I'll do whatever it takes 'til I get everything I been dreaming about, I can't let myself down

I'll do whatever it takes 'til I get everything I been thinking about, I'ma take my own route