[00:00.48]Nightmare Being 19 - Bea and Her Business
[00:01.76]Lyrics by：Andrew Jackson/Bea Wheeler/Edward James Carlile
[00:03.42]Produced by：King Ed
[00:07.05]I got this crippling fear of being average
[00:10.92]In this perfect world
[00:15.32]Like it's me versus all of these
[00:17.87]Sexy and confident girls
[00:23.22]I'm so awkward embarrassing
[00:25.64]Everyone's on something
[00:27.89]I'm such a loner in here
[00:31.43]These bodies are paper thin
[00:33.68]It makes me hate my skin
[00:36.42]Wanna disappear
[00:38.43]I'm honestly scared right now
[00:42.35]I feel like a child left out
[00:46.42]On my own being weird at the party
[00:49.86]Everyone's kissing everybody
[00:51.91]When is a polite time to leave
[00:54.59]When did life escalate
[00:58.23]And when did my friends all change
[01:02.37]Now I don't recognize anybody
[01:05.62]So damn lonely
[01:07.19]It's a nightmare tryna be
[01:09.15]It's a nightmare trying to be 19
[01:13.28]Weird how I used to be happpy dressed up as myself
[01:21.15]Right now I'd pay to be just about anyone else
[01:28.80]I'm red-faced and fumbling
[01:31.20]The perfect mannequin
[01:33.18]Model the thoughts of my peers
[01:36.47]A copy and paste it girl
[01:39.04]Done tryna to save the world
[01:40.98]Just tryin' my best to fit in
[01:43.67]I'm honestly scared right now
[01:47.62]I feel like a child left out
[01:51.73]On my own being weird at the party
[01:55.08]Everyone's kissing everybody
[01:57.04]When is a polite time to leave
[01:59.88]When did life escalate
[02:03.36]And when did my friends all change
[02:07.50]Now I don't recognize anybody
[02:10.93]So damn lonely
[02:12.60]It's a nightmare tryna be
[02:14.23]It's a nightmare trying to be 19
[02:18.53]I don't know what to do with this
[02:22.53]Hanging on by my fingertips
[02:25.13]I bet they all think I'm a freak
[02:28.30]It's a nightmare tryna be
[02:30.06]It's a nightmare trying to be 19
[02:34.25]Everybody else got a plan
[02:38.32]I don't even know who I am
[02:41.37]Is there something wrong with me
[02:44.04]It's a nightmare tryna be
[02:45.89]It's a nightmare tryna be 19