Coasting (Explicit)

Lord knows that I’m willing

Willing to change

All that smoking and drinking

Did have its place

I stumbled into a clearing

Stepped out of my cage

Take back the power

I’ve never felt prouder

Just when I thought I’d escaped

Caught me like that

Caught in my trap

Coasting

Falling right back

Talking my crap

Coasting

Lord hope I’m forgiven

Trouble I’ve made

Heard the sound of the piston

And got stuck in this rage

If you ever play the victim

You’ll know that horrible taste

Take back the power

I’ve never felt prouder

Just when I thought I’d escaped

Caught me like that

Caught in my trap

Coasting

Falling right back

Talking my crap

Coasting

I was sleeping on the floor in a wash room cupboard

Mattress locked door, dirt stains no covers

Felt like I hadn’t hugged my mother in years

Any time I come home

I was out the door running

Put a face on when Im feeling out numbered

By these thoughts in my brain

Snakes in my way

Loyalty turned to the trauma bonding

Watched him have a heart attack

He weren’t responding

Heroin turns a pretty girl into an eye sore

Sell her soul in the flats on the 9th floor

Eye for an eye what’s everybody going blind for?

Chloe telling me I think you need to cry more

You should see a therapist

I’d have to try four

If I could only show you my thoughts

It’s quite raw

Devil on my shoulder needs a guided tour

Of this new life and divine force

Caught me like that

Caught in my trap

Coasting