No Voice - Sharrow Vibes
The clock forgets to move at night
It just watches me grieve
Your sweater hangs like it's still warm
Like you might come back to me
I sleep on your side of the bed
So I don't feel alone
The dark knows every thought I hide
It calls me by your name
I don't cry anymore
I just leak
Like a ceiling after the storm
You left quietly, so quietly
Even the silence learned my name
I talk to cracks inside the wall
They listen better than you
Every word I never said
Is living in this room
Your voice still hums in empty cups
Your breath in borrowed air
I keep the light on just in case
You forget I'm still here
I don't scream anymore
I go numb
Like a song without a chord
You left pieces of you inside of me
Now the silence knows me more
If I fade, would you notice?
If I stayed, would it hurt less?
I'm not dying, I'm just disappearing
Slowly
I don't cry anymore
I just wait for the pain to get bored
You didn't say goodbye, you just left
And the silence learned my name
If you ever come back
Please knock softly
I've learned how to break
Very quietly