[00:00.00]Love & Hate - Kelvyn Colt
[00:05.24]Lyrics by：Kelvyn Ajala
[00:10.49]Composed by：David Conen/Dirk Berger/Vincent Graf Schlippenbach
[00:15.73]Love and hate
[00:18.26]Only one
[00:18.51]Can take the pain away
[00:21.87]Feeling numb
[00:22.53]I might go Kurt Cobain bang
[00:25.73]Going crazy
[00:27.37]I'm going crazy
[00:28.97]Yeah I'm going crazy
[00:31.34]I wake up
[00:32.29]Go to bed
[00:33.33]Day and night
[00:33.66]Stuck in my head
[00:35.05]Time and space
[00:35.71]Not becoming one
[00:36.89]Try to finish
[00:37.38]It ain't getting done
[00:38.74]It's a cycle
[00:39.72]It's a mirror
[00:40.73]Hamster wheel
[00:41.20]See me running scared
[00:42.57]Stranger things
[00:43.47]There are things
[00:44.30]Waiting for me I don't wanna know
[00:46.13]Where they waiting I don't wanna go
[00:47.74]So I do things that never will be honourable
[00:49.57]I'll apologize to whoever heart I broke
[00:52.05]I'm sorry
[00:52.75]I was anxious
[00:53.87]Feel alone amongst people
[00:55.48]Loneliness for me is danger
[00:57.56]Depression turns to anger
[00:59.37]And that be spreading like a cancer
[01:01.36]The other day I wrote a letter
[01:03.17]I hope you never get to read it
[01:05.03]I just hope I make the weekend
[01:06.52]Don't want you to find me hanging or bleeding
[01:08.88]I feel terrible for being weak
[01:10.83]I am not in love with being me
[01:12.68]Now I'm pending
[01:14.38]Yeah I'm pending
[01:15.68]Between love and hate
[01:18.46]Only one can take the pain away
[01:22.09]Feeling numb I might go Kurt Cobain bang
[01:29.41]Love and hate
[01:32.22]They want me to medicate
[01:35.78]Begging me to change my ways
[01:39.42]Going crazy
[01:40.84]I'm going crazy
[01:42.66]Yeah I'm going crazy
[01:44.38]Love and hate
[01:46.58]Only one can take the pain away
[01:50.48]Feeling numb I might go Kurt Cobain bang
[01:54.30]Going crazy going crazy yeah I'm going crazy
[02:00.07]Amidst these shattered pieces
[02:01.72]Naively I believe in peace here
[02:03.88]Your God I don't fear
[02:05.57]I heard God means love yeah
[02:07.57]Last years like this year
[02:09.28]My past years under carpet
[02:11.33]Shoes on though you come in
[02:13.01]Last night's food is on the carpet
[02:14.97]Both know how it looks like here
[02:17.02]So why the f**k you have to comment
[02:18.79]I don't f**k with fake woke s**t
[02:20.45]You talk or I'll keep walking
[02:22.52]You keep showing me articles
[02:24.39]Links to mental health blogs
[02:26.41]Talking about how you care about me
[02:28.48]But none of us here got self love
[02:30.04]You're telling me to reflect more
[02:32.09]But in the mirror that effect's gone
[02:34.07]My days are so long
[02:35.49]I long for nights back home
[02:37.82]Fake friends lack backbone
[02:39.57]Real ones I let go
[02:41.61]Unless we live love
[02:43.56]Hate will kill us all
[03:00.14]Love and hate
[03:02.45]They want me to medicate
[03:06.47]Begging me to change my ways
[03:09.95]I'm going crazy
[03:11.51]Going crazy
[03:13.28]Yeah I'm going crazy
[03:15.08]Love and hate
[03:17.32]Only one can take the pain away
[03:21.06]Feeling numb I might go Kurt Cobain bang
[03:24.90]Going crazy
[03:26.73]Going crazy
[03:28.44]Yeah I'm going crazy