Blessings & Heartaches (Retake) (Explicit) - YKT
Lyrics by：Lachlan Tang
Composed by：Yoyo Gao
Give me heartbreaks
Give me heartaches
Please don't give me heartbreaks
I've been through warfare in the last four years
Didn't change me a bit just made a man with more fears
Now I wished I still had blessings
But I really did 'em dirty
Suffer from the consequence no one here to bless me
I just wanna know
If it's common the demon gives me heavy blows
But I will never know
How to love someone
Want I did it once now I'm getting loved by none
See your crystal eyes 'luminate the room
Affection growing over time
Never getting loose
Playing innocent now but my heart so cold
Judging and burn the love I held for you
Texts and miss calls from me on your phone
You always reserve a spot in the friend zone
I said I gave up but I never did
Vision so clear all of my dreams are lucid
**** all my fears
I'll travel through hell to battle the devil for you
Might as well watch to see if
I die or see whether it's true
So load up the guns
Sharpen the swords and callin'
The army to fight
We're going through days
We're going through nights
And it goin' be a hell of a ri i ide
I've been through warfare
In the last four years
Didn't change me a bit
Just made a man with more fears
Now I wished I still had blessings
But I really did 'em dirty
Suffer from the consequence
No one here to bless me
No one's here to comfort me
During my hardest days
I suffer from my anxiety
All alone and it gives me headaches
You cannot understand you cannot comprehend
How many fights in my mind
Yet here I stand
And death is drawing near it won't be real
Poison all over your teeth but it won't kill
All these misery and thrills
Now I'm in the feels
But still I still
Don't get how we're not
Suppose to be together
God said No and now has
Torn us even further
Killing the love mentally broke
But we move that aside
All I want is you to be mine
I've been through warfare in the
Last four years
Didn't change me a bit
Just made a man with more fears
Now I wished I still had blessings
But I really did 'em dirty
Suffer from the consequence
No one here to bless me
No one's here to comfort me
During my hardest days
I suffer from my anxiety all alone
And it gives me headaches
You cannot understand you cannot comprehend
How many fights in my mind
Yet here I stand
I stand
I stand
