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Living for the planet
The One Who Ran - LivinForThePlanet
Science of the soul
Glyph emotion, steady with devotion
Stomach drop
Breath froze but I kept my stance
Felt the danger coming close, felt it in advance
Lightning in my ribs but I still held the dance
Watching you run off like I never got the chance
But this wasn't anger, no, this was fear in disguise
A warning in my chest, pressure building inside
Don't lose her, not now, that's the voice I couldn't hide
And the body locked up like it tried to divide
You deleted my number and the world went dim
I wanted to reach you but you were lost in the wind
Helplessness hit deep, but I held it within
Cause that boy in the woods didn't know how to win
Like a kid running fast through the street
You don't yell from hate, you yell from deep
Fear turns to heat when the love runs steep
And the voice gets loud but the heart just weeps
Don't go, don't leave, I'm scared you'll plead
I'm scared I won't be there in the moment you need
That's the sea, that's the truth that keeps circling me
Under every shout was a thought I never said
I'm scared you didn't want my protection instead
Scared you didn't want me, scared the bond was dead
Scared I missed your pain while you slipped ahead
But deeper than that, I blamed myself twice
Thought I didn't see your hurt, didn't act precise
Thought I failed to protect you, didn't read the signs right
And guilt kept me wired like I lived in that night
You could have come to the door, yeah that hit my core
Made me wonder if I should have pushed a bit more
But you already closed it, already locked that door
And I stood outside, now knowing the score
So I learned from that story, stay close with my kids
Listen to their hearts, feel the tremors they hid
Your pain rewired me, changed the way that I live
Taught me presence, this protection in the life that I give
Now the fear hits fast with no warning at all
Like a lightning bolt, echo of a 17 fall
Not the woman you are, but the shadow on the wall
Not the truth of the day, but the whole system call
My body still thinks it's trapped in those trees
Fighting ghosts from the past that no longer breathe
But I'm here in the present, grounded with these
Not the boy anymore, I've got new keys
For years in the dark and I built you a twin
A version of you made from the ache within
I'm begging but the phantom of what had been
A fear-formed shape trying not to get hurt again
She wasn't real but she moved like you
Carried pain in her eyes that never was true
A mirror of trauma not a picture of you
And it took time to learn the difference in view
Now I name the fear so the body can heal
That maybe you wanted or maybe that was real
Maybe I made up stories just to soften the deal
Maybe love was replaced by a different appeal
But the soul in me speaks, tells me what's true
The fear built the monster that never was you
That story was old, paint coloring the new
And I'm done carrying wounds that time already grew through
I'm done fighting ghosts, I shape the 17
Done letting echoes dictate what I mean
Done letting fear interrupt the scene
Done letting old pain sit in between
It wasn't betrayal, it was heartbreak feared
It wasn't anger, it was staying near
It was please be safe, whisper sincere
The prayer of a heart that refused to disappear
Like a kid who ran off, you came back to me shaking
And no parent stays mad once the fear has awakened
You hold them close 'cause your love was overtaken
By the terror of thinking their life could be taken
This wasn't you choosing him over me
This was your pain, your fears, your history
And my fear built shadows where none could be
But I'm ready to let truth set both of us free
Yeah the rain falls upwards when wounds release
And the boy in the woods can finally find peace
You're here, I'm here, let the past decrease
You're here, I'm here, let the past decrease
You're here, I'm here, let the past decrease
Living for the planet, please
You're here, I'm here, let the past decrease
You're here, I'm here, let the past decrease
You're here, I'm here
Living for the planet, science of the soul
Glyph emotion, peace
