Sailor Boy (Explicit)

As lover, I'm shit. She's always known it.

She craves confusion, I aid her delusion.

The sailor boy, her sailor boy.

A junkie's eyes, handsome and thin.

Ropes blows and whips, oh I bound her within.

Oh - oh.

It's funny, it's funny, it's funny I say.

How insecurity works out this way.

The bigger my sins, more she wants me.

The bigger my lies, more she gives to me.

I choose when I hurt her, I choose when she smiles.

There's annihilation here, the love I defile.

I lose my need for her, lose my feelings.

Lose myself in this puddle of ***.

In our ship, she patches the holes.

I hit her when she needs me to, she keeps control.

Thought I was on top, but I see I'm below.

Thought I was captain, she stows me in hold.

Now I cannot get this collar off of my neck.

Now I cannot abandon this wreck.