Day I Die (Explicit)

My mama left my dad for a doctor

A brand new car and a house that’s not our home

I knew I had to stay for my father

Just at six years old

Got really good at packing for the weekends

Hard to grow up when you don’t know where you belong

Skipping mum-time so I could meet friends

God damn it

If only I could travel through time

Spend the night back in 2009

If only I could peak through that window

‘Til the day breaks

If only I could travel through time

Flip the tape and tell her something kind

If only we could do that dance once more

To the same old song

Dedededede dededede

Today I might be here

But tomorrow I could be dead

Dedededede dededede

So I just keep my head up high

‘Til the day I die

Mama left for good at 23 or something

Running 'til it bled just to be feeling nothing

Don’t know what to do with all the anger (anger)

Trying to keep my **** together

Oh what the hell

If only I could travel through time

Spend the night back in 2009

If only we could do that dance once more

To the same old song

Dedededede dededede

Today I might be here

But tomorrow I could be dead

Dedededede dededede

So I just keep my head up high

‘Til the day I die

‘Til the day I die

‘Til the day I die

Your feelings,

Ahhh, you’re feeling

Do that dance, do that dance, once more

Do that dance, do that dance, once more

Do that dance, do that dance, do it

Do that dance, do that dance, if only

Dedededede dededede

Today I might be here

But tomorrow I could be dead

Dedededede dededede

So I just keep my head up high

‘Til the day I die

‘Til the day I die

‘Til the day I die