[00:14.49]How far can I fall from grace don't really wanna contemplate
[00:18.33]Don't really wanna conversate cuz I'm feeling like getting way too late
[00:21.99]Its been a while I reach for bibles need to dial
[00:24.18]Shorty come on down and ease a child
[00:25.62]Please beloved if you really keep an eye out
[00:27.51]Let me come into the light before I'm straight denied it
[00:29.37]But I'm all on my own right now out in the cold right now
[00:33.03]Ain't nobody singing kumbaya
[00:34.68]Feeling like X in the moonlight ya
[00:36.18]So the pills I pop while I'm downing shots listening to Pac
[00:38.97]While I'm in the dark physical in shock go and get that glock
[00:42.75]Go and get that glock
[00:44.31]I don't really wanna be living today
[00:48.06]I don't really wanna be heading this way
[00:51.69]I don't really think that I'm doing ok
[00:55.38]I don't really wanna be living today
[00:58.62]Yea I'm living my life
[01:00.75]Yea I'm living my living my living my life
[01:04.23]Yea I'm living my living my living my life
[01:07.95]Yea I'm living my living my living my life
[01:11.61]But I'm dying inside
[01:14.85]Grew up like the fresh prince man I got sent away young
[01:17.55]Mama died no explanation
[01:19.35]Pops was a rollin stone so I'm gone
[01:21.33]Roll up a J on seawalls I blaze where we rob mother****ers from around the way
[01:24.63]I put in work for my city where we show no pity
[01:26.49]I'm the epitome of that whether blazing a track
[01:28.47]Or its brackin we scrappin our enemies
[01:30.54]Vailima before the Hennessy
[01:32.19]Smoking out before buddah lovers
[01:34.20]Mother****a crooked a*s undercover
[01:36.12]Dying daily but they can't fade me
[01:37.68]I'm coming back like I'm Makaveli
[01:40.11]Pistol up to my head
[01:41.52]Pull the trigger mother****these *****s
[01:43.41]I don't really wanna be living today
[01:47.07]I don't really wanna be heading this way
[01:50.79]I don't really think that I'm doing ok
[01:54.45]I don't really wanna be living today
[01:57.72]Yea I'm living my life
[01:59.64]Yea I'm living my living my living my life
[02:03.33]Yea I'm living my living my living my life
[02:07.02]Yea I'm living my living my living my life
[02:10.62]But I'm dying inside
[02:12.30]But I guess that I'm alive and all
[02:13.80]This is for my brothers that be dying slow
[02:15.69]I do know the feeling when we tying ropes
[02:17.61]Just to hang around the neck then flying slow
[02:19.20]This is not a joke or when u ride up in a circle with a feeling that will hurt u
[02:21.99]And the drinking isnt working then you hit an intersection
[02:23.79]While you're breaking into pieces trying to recognize your features
[02:25.65]But you're dying with your secrets and you're crying out to Jesus like d**n
[02:28.20]Guess I'm going out like that
[02:29.49]Wrapped around a pole like that
[02:30.90]Eyes turn black I can feel Luci on my back
[02:33.15]Telling me there ain't no going back
[02:34.68]Its my time didn't even get to 35 this is what I get I'm gonna die
[02:38.28]Its alright guess I wasnt ready for this life guess I wasn't ready for this life
[02:42.54]Dying dying dying alone yes I'm dying alone dying alone no no no
[02:57.30]Dying dying dying alone yes I'm dying alone dying alone no no no