Fall (Explicit)

Some days when I wake

I just wanna hit the snooze again

I don’t show up for me

And that’s probably

Why I lose my friends

Crippled by the thoughts instead of moving

I’m just losing it

Head is feeling heavy from the substance I’m abusing

Yh

I know that it won’t help but I still choose it

because it soothes my wig

Dancing with the devil, he’s seducing all my crew with it

I know that I’m a stupid kid

You influence is heavy when you’re searching for a shoe to fit

Popped a couple more

Now it’s feeling like a Cupid hit

Subtle to the core

I want you to know I’m used to this

That feeling in my chest

It’s a nuisance but consumed with this

A night of pure amusement pics

I often stray, I should

probably just

Find another way to fall

Cos I can never stand so tall

And I don’t wanna land hard

But I can’t lose myself again

Find another way to fall

Cos I can never stand so tall

And I don’t wanna land hard

But I can’t lose myself again

I’ve only been for a second at the same time that’s my life time

I feel like be seeing things

A lot people blind eyed

Especially on the internet

And I ain’t really into that

They love to see the hype

But they ain’t searching for the bigger facts

I promise if I didn’t rap

I’d probably just be giving back

I do both, In my silence

But more time I sign in

And ever since Floyd

I can’t seem to hold my cries in

The pain that I been carrying

The pain been that I’ve been hiding

They claim that I’m unbalanced and my chemicals in my mind shift

But, I don’t wanna pop no pills

That the man in white prescribing

The side effects are frightening

My days are like a night shift

I rarely rest my eyelids

What’s the prize for feeling like this?

Find another way to fall

Cos I can never stand so tall

And I don’t wanna land hard

But I can’t lose myself again

Find another way to fall

Cos I can never stand so tall

And I don’t wanna land hard

But I can’t lose myself again

Are you ever in crowded place

still be feeling lonesome

I was thinking it was them but my soul was just evolving

Often sheltered in my own world

They don’t notice it’s revolving

I feel closest to my god in those moments when I’m frozen

Always barking at the closed book

They scatter when it’s open

Ask me what’s good

I say I am good cos I’m just coping

I’m grateful for my life

But I feel this world is broken

We need global mediation

Let’s all link arms by the ocean

Pree the notion of involvement

Sort of potent let’s just focus

Set our side differences

Show the infants that their innocence

Should never change to dissonance

That bullshit only hinders them

Thug life

I hope you’re ****ing listening

I hate to get belligerent

It makes me seem illiterate

It’s all about deliverance

Too easy be ignorant

Take the time to save yourself

It’s all about deliverance too easy to be ignorant.

Find another way to fall

Cos I can never stand so tall

And I don’t wanna land hard

But I can’t lose myself again

Find another way to fall

Cos I can never stand so tall

And I don’t wanna land hard

But I can’t lose myself again