Alone in Purley (Explicit)

For seven months

You've been hearing me crying

Said you'd tell them the truth

But all you're doing is lying

What do I do

With these unfinished plans

And an empty hand

In a foreign land?

Your love's for sale and seems

Like everyone's buying

I wanted to come home

But what the fuck would

That look like though

You say I'm not understanding

I've been trying and learning

And I got left on my own up in Purley

Baby thinks I'm moving on

But I'm just tryna mourn

And I'm torn

I wanted to come home

(I wanna come home)

It's not the same without you though

(Not the same without you though)

I wanna sing songs (I wanna sing songs)

What the fuck would they mean though?

So low

Everybody knows my heart breaks slow

Everybody knows I don't know how to let go

And she

She never really deserved me

When she said:

"I don't know why

You thought that I'd be there"

Crying over you and the taxi fare

A part of me died there

I swear

I wanted to come home

(I wanna come home)

But what the fuck

Would that look like though

(It's not the same without you though)

You say I'm not understanding

I've been trying and learning

But I got left on my own up in Purley

Baby thinks I'm moving on

But I'm just tryna mourn

You're so narcissistic

So damn pessimistic

Prepared for your optics

And I stood in Heathrow alone

(In Purley, in Purley)

Left me on my own

(In Purley, in Purley)

When I called your dad

He said he didn't know because

You had told him

That you wouldn't leave me on my own

(In Purley, in Purley)

And I stood in the city alone

(In Purley, in Purley, in Purley)