Can We Never Go Back

Standing still inside the faded scenery

Emotions that lost their destination begin to blur

Unable to find even a reason to cling to

I misstep the boundary between yesterday and today

Only the memories I was supposed to let go of

Are quietly clamoring deep inside my chest

As the distance to you pulled further away

The future I should have been able to touch collapsed

Can we never go back to how it was?

Unable to resist the surging time

I have no choice but to push forward while breaking down

And the end line is still nowhere to be seen

Even if I break down and fall

Scattering away without even a shape left

I thought I had no reason to be afraid

And yet, deep inside my heart

A light that cannot be snuffed out flickers

Pretending that I want nothing at all—

I'm just scared of losing things again

Ever since I lost you

The world is filled with nothing but noise

Even kindness feels way too heavy

Wondering if we can ever meet again someday

Asking myself without being able to fully believe

No matter how many times I think about it

Fadeless regret

Spreads within these hands of mine

Knowing even words like

"It would be easier if I just ended it all"—

My feet won't move even a single step

I still want to remain right here

I want to hold on to the proof that you were here

The things I cannot afford to lose

Are just far too many

That's why I can't move forward today either

Even if I am not needed by anyone

I still want to hold on

To the proof that you were here