Rolling The Dice (Explicit)

All this time I’ve felt miserable

Eyes closed by the fear of becoming nothing

I have found a kind of energy

That drives me through my fucking misery

Discipline makes me think in another way

I makes me step away from the dismay

But everytime this pain comes back to me

So now I say it

Fuck it

I still feel this pain

But I’m not afraid anymore

And I’m still rolling

I’m feeling the same

Everyday I play this game

Rolling the dice again

And I think this discipline is growing

I can feel it

Crushed by the weight of a hundred thoughts

I think I’m trapped in the maze of a thousand doubts

No exit for now to be seen

Maybe I’ll forever be caught in this spleen

Fuck

Maybe I’ll forever be caught in this spleen

So now i say it

Fuck it

And I’m still rolling

I’m feeling the same

Everyday I play this game

Rolling the dice again

And I think this discipline is growing

I can feel it

This discipline is growing

The life I lead is a fight I must win

I must win