Hate in me (Explicit)

I’m sitting in my room

I’m tryna find a way to stop it

Conflicted and aloof

Just a creature of terror

And wander

Hate in me

Wanderer

Feed on me

Murderer

I'm a creature of the night

Somewhere in the uncanny valley

Not sure why I'm alive

To exploit or to be exploited

The hate in me is redirected

It feels automatic to be so affected

I don’t understand why am I annihilated

I don't understand why I feel so rejected

Hate in me

Wanderer

Today I was gonna do well

Feed on me

Murderer

Where did you go, wanderer?

I can’t listen to myself

I'm ready to break

Put me back in my cage

Wanderer

Feed on me

Murderer

I’m sitting in my room

You know it so well but you cannot make me escape

Cause you know I live here too

Actually this is my ****ing place

So many years of insecurities

I am responsible for being here

I cannot believe that I used to believe

Everything everybody said about me

Hate in me

Wonderer

Today I was gonna do well

Feed on me

Murderer

Where did you go, wanderer?

I can’t listen to myself

I'm ready to break

Take me out of this cage

I’m chained to my faith

I wanna be something else

Stop feeling this hate

The hate in me feels automatic

Not an anger issue if it is pragmatic

You are not crazy, it’s just dogmatic

Unnecessary when we are more than this

You are more than this

You are all of this

Stand the **** up

Get back the **** up

Get back the **** up

Stand the **** up

I can’t listen to myself

I'm ready to break

Take me out of this cage

I’m chained to my faith

I wanna be something else

Stop feeling this hate

You are not crazy, it’s just dogmatic

Hate in me

Wanderer

Feed on me

Murderer

Where did you go?

Wanderer