Shades (Prod. empc)

10 - Shades (prod. empc)

Do you know that you live in a home

With windows that point to the west

With pillows as soft as angel *******

Who pray that you never left

Cuz on your way back from work place

You just missed the sun as it set

And lit up your bed with rays that say

That heaven is right is where you slept

I was in a dark place once

나도 한땐 어둠을 맛봤지

The room that don’t get no light

불빛 하나 없는 방에

Paying my bills right on time

하루살이 삶을

Thinking bout ending my life

끝내려고도 생각했지

It couldn’t be no this couldn’t be me sitting dreaming bout wanting to die

나도 이건 아니라고, 내가 죽음을 꿈꾸다니

Woke up to a text message about Uncle Jeff’s suicide

삼촌의 자살 소식을 들으며 깨었네

I’d been living in korea for

나도 이제 한국에 살게된지

A very very long ride

벌써 이렇게 오래돼어

Dad was just about to visit me

아버지가 이곳으로 오려고 하던참

For the very first time

그것도 아주 처음으로

Didn’t know his itinerary

그의 여행이

Included a death on his mind

죽음도 함께할 줄은 몰랐겠지

The death of a man he called his baby brothers

아버지의 동생의 죽음

Whose happiness was all a lie

동생의 행복은 거짓이였대

I want be just like my daddy, man

난 우리 아버지처럼 되고싶어

He cool and he handsome he strong

그는 멋있고 강해

He’s smart he can cook he love momma like me and plays guitar like The Rolling Stones

그는 똑똑하고 요리도해 어머니를 사랑하고 롤링스톤처럼 기타도 쳐

I booked him a show to play some of his songs but he was just too sad to go

아버지가 왔을때 공연 자리를 마련했지만 그는 슬픔에 빠져있었지

It probably would’ve been his greatest performance but I guess I will never know

최고의 연주가 되었겠지만 내가 뭘 알겠어

I love you I need you you’re perfect your worth it

사랑해요 당신은 내게 완벽한 존재예요

I’ll make sure that you find this note

이 노랠 꼭 들려줄거에요

I know that I mean it cause the words are magnified as the tears fall on my phone

내 눈물이 화면에 떨어져 이 가사가 크게 보일테니 내맘 알겠죠

You gave me this gift which has gave me a home and home is all I’ve ever known

당신은 내게 전부인 가족이란 선물을 주었죠

Let’s color this place with the songs we can make til your fingers break and my voice gone...

우리의 노래로 이곳을 채워봐요 아버지의 손가락이 뿌러지고 내 목소리가 안나올때까지..

Chorus 2x

Something telling me it’s time to give up

포기할 때가 됐다고 무언가 말하네

I know that’s the only way that I won’t get this goal

그것만이 내 꿈의 방해

Yell it from the treetop love my problems and my hiccups

나무 위에서 소리쳐 내 크고 작은 문제들도 사랑해

I don’t burn no cigarettes on my way home

집으로 돌아가는 길에 시가렛 태울 필요없지

Ewww I love my papa

아빠를 사랑해

Oh I love my mama

엄마를 사랑해

Oh I love my baby brother sister my Chihuahua

남동생 여동생 내 치와와도 사랑해

Oh I love my Lizzie

리지를 사랑해

Oh I love my partners

친구들을 사랑해

I thank my unlucky stars for giving me some problems

날 힘들게하는 모든 것들도 사랑해