Thirty (Explicit)

And I’ve tried all the different angles

I’ve tried every ****ing frame

Still this **** show somehow manages

To always look the same

And I’ve tried burning all the bridges

I brought fire to the flame

And I’d burn every god damn memory

To illuminate this place

Cause it’s too dark for me to shine

It’s always darkest before tonight

Thought I was home when I was not

Well, I guess this is what Mark meant back then

When he sang `bout growing up

I thought the best was yet to come

And I’ve been wainting for so long

That I grew old instead of up

And it’s been thirty years right now

I can’t believe how wrong this sounds

And I’ve tried all the different tactics

I have caught myself off guard

I made peace with all my enemies

And reached out to those I love

For so long I fought a battle

That I forgot the reason why

Can’t remember what it used to be

But the fire looks quite nice

Cause it’s too dark for me to shine

It’s always darkest before tonight

Thought I was home when I was not

Well, I guess this is what Mark meant back then

When he sang `bout growing up

I thought the best was yet to come

And I’ve been waiting for so long

That I grew old instead of up

And it’s been thirty years right now

I can’t believe how wrong this sounds

Is it over now?

Is it over now?