[00:00.00]lower (Explicit) - Olivia O'Brien
[00:00.17]Composed by：Day Wave/Olivia O'Brien
[00:00.43]Produced by：Day Wave
[00:00.61]And they say they say that is only up from here
[00:11.42]But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year
[00:33.48]I've been trying to find a reason
[00:38.79]Not to stop myself from leaving
[00:44.08]But life feels like one big inconvenience
[00:49.21]Then you die anyway
[00:53.90]Ah-ah-ah
[00:54.95]And I've tried every medication
[01:00.51]I've tried guided meditation
[01:05.83]I've tried going on vacation
[01:10.69]And I'm still sad I'm just on the beach
[01:16.45]And they say they say that is only up from here
[01:27.23]But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year
[01:38.51]Little do they know
[01:43.90]I can always go lower
[02:00.27]I want to get that skin off my body
[02:05.27]'Cause I hate the way it feels on me
[02:10.94]Going through emotions like a zombie
[02:15.91]I can't wait for the apocalypse
[02:21.95]I know all my friends are getting scared
[02:27.01]'Cause I can't seem to find a way
[02:31.80]And my therapist is asking me to hang out
[02:37.61]I just might take up on it
[02:43.21]And they say they say that is only up from here
[02:53.99]But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year
[03:05.33]Little do they know
[03:10.56]I can always go lower
[03:16.29]I keep trying to kill myself
[03:18.71]But I keep waking up
[03:21.14]Hid my letters take my pills
[03:23.83]I guess I'm never taking up
[03:26.52]They say the only way is up
[03:29.98]But the ground keeps getting closer
[03:32.75]They say it will go back up
[03:35.42]It keeps on getting slower
[03:43.20]I can always go lower