"almost everything about this place seems to hurts me now
you didn't live here long but you're still inside of the walls somehow leaving all the windows open doesn't seem to help
the air that i breathe is laced with everything i've felt
and you're golden
and you're movin on
im broken and it's all my fault
i want to know where you are again i want to show just how good i am
i want to find the way to you
i want to be kind and just be new
almost everything about my mind seems to hurt me now
i tried to help it heal but it's still unreal cause life paused somehow seeing other people with you doesnt seem to help
my eyes only see the reality of the things ive felt
i can feel myself getting smaller i can feel it i can feel it
i dont know why i even bother
i dont know exactly what the truth is but i can feel it"