Lying at home watching My Hero Academia,
No quirks for me to set myself apart from ya,
The day is dusk, the dusk is night, the night now morning
And I'm still here.
A world turns outside my window,
But in my cocoon it's just me and the voices.
"You're worthless, helpless, feckless, useless
Just like everyone else."
So a chemical cocktail I decide to imbibe
A wonderful concoction giving numb mind vibes.
Letting go of resistance and discontent
And sinking down again.
I come up with a come down of significant proportions,
Over nine thousand regrets for the mess I've made,
But all in all I know I'd do it all again.
Flashes of colour only from the TV screen,
Looks like tough times build strong men..
10 missed calls, you want to pick your **** up,
But I'm not ready for all that, I ain't super Saiyan.
So a chemical cocktail I decide to imbibe
A wonderful concoction giving numb mind vibes.
Letting go of resistance and discontent
And sinking down again. (SINKING DOWN, OH I'M SINKING DOWN, SINKING SINKING SINKING SINKING!)
The door cracks open and there I am,
Vomit rolling from my lips like echoes of our venom.
Colourless face, glazed over eyes, lifeless limp, my chest won't rise,
Shedding life like a magical girl transformation.
So a chemical cocktail I decided to imbibe
A cynical concoction giving a numb mind vibe.
Letting go of self belief and willpower
And sinking down to drown.
So a chemical cocktail I decided to imbibe
A regretful concoction giving a numb mind vibe.
Letting go of better times and a chance to thrive
And sinking down again.
A chemical cocktail, a chemical cocktail,
I imbibe.
