Back From This (Explicit)

I ain't comin back from this

80 broken bones

thorns from a cactus

now this clinic is my home

gotta start to practice

how to not be so dumb

who knew 50 sticks of dynamite and a pound of thermite wouldn't be fun?

I guess I could've been more careful

I wouldn't know that the cats would've set it all ablaze, they were feral

everything else is just a haze,

in the air for debate

I couldn't get my story straight

even if I tried

I can't even remember if I cried

but umm..

I ain't comin back from this

I can't tell if I'll be greeted to a black abyss

wondering if I'll be seeing heaven, instead I could be swimmin' in an ocean of shit

maybe this life isn't worth it, I could just call it quits

on that operating table's what the opps will entail whether the operation works or if it's to no avail, I'm not opposed to the opportunity to prevail, just my opinion

but I think the operators will fail

you couldn't tell me where the hell I'm goin'

whether heaven or hell,

I'll be reapin' what I'm sowin'

I'll be up in that place when my flow stops flowing

I ain't comin back from this

80 broken bones

thorns from a cactus

now this clinic is my home

gotta start to practice

how to not be so dumb

who knew 50 sticks of dynamite and a pound of thermite wouldn't be fun?